tick. tock. tick. tock.
resume. gather notes. eat. abroad. call center.minutes of meetings. chocolate. bond with lg. cs result. lay-out design. digi scrap. games. ice cream. blogging. get fit. clean house. laundry. daily sales. debts. download movies. passport. deposit. babies. tutor bro. go out with friends. find jobs. photoshop. multiply update. beach. diploma.
i got all the time to enumerate these but less to do.
everything’s messed up.
everything’s so blurry.
i can’t seem to find.
i can’t seem to touch.
help me.
be with me.
here i am…parang engot looking at the monitor…thinking…of how awful and boring this whole week would be!
hai guwang na jud ko…2 decades and a year on this planet earth! hehehe…my day started early…epekto na pud sa insomya…waahhh…at 6 am went to skul to take another long quiz/exam…it only took me more or less 45mins to take my exam…Ü…good thing that our prof sa stat ala nagpaquiz namo!…waahhhbut the lecture! whew! gutman jud mi ui…ala una na nahuman…then after that..chibug na! hehehe…skul na pud…went home…then…un na! that was my day…grrrr
we’ve been together for a long time now…u become a part of me…u were always there for me…wen i sleep, ur there beside me…werever i go, u always accompany me…but there were times that i got tired of u…i even wanted u out in my life…took u for granted…and now that someone took u away from me…i just miss u…i miss holding u…touching u…sleeping wid u…and u, waking me up when i get oh-soo lazy to get up and just sleep beside u…oh i just miss u my fone! mski ingato lang tawn imo nawong…obsolete and almost dying…i now realize how important u are to me…how much i value u…ur great help…and all…hope u’re in good hands…Ü
naks naman…skul again…im wondering why they’re strting the class tomorow…6/6/06…wahhh…kamingaw na nako…kami nalng 3 ni ritchie og welah…huhuhu…
a very important day…today is the birthday of one of my siblings…mark virgil—-aka cedrick…he’s the 6th dwarf…he’s turning 11 yo…we’re also celebrating the birthday of nanay encar (RIP)…urgh! wish im home now. hahai.
i miss cedrick…hes chinito eyes…with no eyebrows…Ü…promise ala xa eyebrows..hehe
its soooo kapoy to update blog…its oki sana if my life or day-to-day experience is worth the update…lol…got to sleep now…just drop by to put some words in here for the month of march…kawawa naman alang update…hehehe…D_D
who said it’s easy?
…and i will give an award…31st of january, i vowed not to smoke…AGAIN…its been 8 mos (more or less) that ive been puffing smoke…
…its a big NO NO NO NO…for my parents…but of course, they dont know ive been a bad cheetah here in iligan…especially, that im suck a weakling kuno…dali ra daw ko magkasakit so i should not be doing such vices…hmmm…actually, its not everyday that i smoke…every other day?…
…and a single stick will do 
…years ago, i hated it…sobra…for me its, kaCheapan that girls smoke…and now im like that
…im starting to hate myself for liking it…every time i smoke, i always say to myself : "this would be my last"…unfortunately, it lasted for months that ive telling it to me…LAMI MAN JUD XA…so adik na jud ko noh?
slight lang naman…hours ago, my two other smoking-pals invited me over to smoke…i just smiled…and they all laughed (my boardmates)…well, they all heard that ive promised not to smoke…so thank god i did not give into tempation…
…and when i went to see them at our veranda i pinched my nose so hard so that i couldnt smell anything (while laughing), TRYING HARDEST not to give in…
…i know smoking is bad…it causes so many things in our body that its hard for me to enumerate it here…
…sana magtuloy-tuloy na ‘to…GOVERNMENT WARNING: CIGARETTE SMOKING IS DANGEROUS TO YOUR HEALTH
why blame us if we’re lazy? in the first place if i’m not mistaken she owns the crown of being lazy…anyar gayod!!!…she should be ashamed telling our other professor (her replacement for our subject) that we don’t do our work…well…let me enumerate to u guys how lazy and irresponsible she has/was.first thing foremost…if we are late in her class, the more she is!!! back when we had our first major subject handled by her, we were so bootan then…we came on time…and she didn’t…so? what we did was to come to school late…its not easy waiting for someone ryt? and she has this attitude not showing up…second, her lecture notes are terrible…if u get the chance to read it, you’d rather sleep, watch tv or surf the net and forget studying for her exam…and its so wordy…you can even find it the internet…she copied and pasted it and—chadang!!! lecture notes!!!…third, she’s the BEST READER…she made us photocopied her notes for our lecture…when she lectures (if u call it lecture) she ONLY reads what’s on our photocopy…so kinsa pa man ganahan maminaw ana? u know what i did? i told her "Ma’am di na lang ta magclase…kami nalang basa ani ha?"…lami kau sumpayan na og "ginabasa bitaw na nimo kami na lang basa kabalo man mi…insulto na ng imo gibuhat"…but of course i still have respect…good thing she agreed that we wont continue our reading class…ehehehe…third is shes best in no class…did i mention she’s also best in late?…i forgot to write that she was late (as usual) for our field trip! as in…with all gubot pa na hair and sorry2 sa amoa!…kami sab na mga flip nalipay kay di pa diay kami ang late…urgh naa pa xay sampling nga walay claro sa ngatanan!!!…the only good thing i can tell about her is that she gives us food whenever she had this faculty meeting instead having our class…
di man unta mi mang react ani…especially ako…oa baya ko…kaya lang sobra pud na kinahanglan mi nya daoton sa mo bag-o nga teacher…before she had said that terrible things bout us she should have reflected how she was as a teacher for us…
i know we are partly to blame (sometimes)…but the point is…teachers are there to train us…to teach us…di kay pabayaan lang mi…basahan og photocopy…nga mura dili mi kabalo og basa…i don’t even have a clue what are the common corals found…and mind you, what she taught was general invertebrates, not marine inverts…kay di intawn xa mgpakita og mga illustration…she’s style is more on systematics!!…mayo man gud og ana lang pirmi…marine biology is more on assessment…tnawa ra ka!…la man gni nagperform og manta tow sa laboratory!…thank god we had our work at surigao…og dito intawn mi nakurat-kuratan sa mga procedure how to asses marine eco…except for FVC (fish visual census)… cguro nga lazy jud mi…pero rayna siya…hay i dont like to mention na lang what happened to our last sampling…basin og mag hi-blood ko…mag tachycardia lang ko…hahahaha
i hope she would change for the better…change her attitudes and her teaching styles…para di pud mag overpopulate ang mga students like me na way hanaw…og sa uban pang pamaagi makatoon na dapat xa ang nagteach…